Fragments of My Mind

[sOrr1ez]

Stronger

When you are down and feeling like there is no tomorrow in what's left.
Usually the ones that are there are the loved ones.
But yet in reality I have realized those today.
When all things fade you see the ones that stay,
No matter how strong the storm is
How painful the lamentation has brought you
You live, stick, and learn together
Sadly but yet true you have all shown me that this friendship is nothing.
I do not know what I have done to ruin it or cause it.
But if I’m better off being with one friend who truly cares
Instead of a big group of people who just do not give a shit
I rather have that one friend.
Because they actually care beyond what is materialistic.
Just remember I am humanly unable to please everyone around me at the same time.
I may not be who you want me to be but I am who I am.
And will continue to be who I have molded to be.
As years past I will change… the past will only teach me and make me stronger and wiser.
Molded into something that is much more stronger.
To those that have made me realize these valuable things today I only thank you
Cause you have only made me stronger than what I already was.

just let me breathe

i look down to realize the world that the lies deception & misconception has brought upon me
i sought out to find the clarity that life would never bring
i believe in a God but in no hokes
dissapointments that you would only bring
i realize the pressure & struggles that i carry
but only for a second can i ever breathe
i can only try so hard to be so optimistic
but yet the best of me sometimes just wears out the front it is to be
so give me this time in moment & clarity
as i take a moment just to breathe.

Walk On

I turn around to look at your face one last time.
The last time the tears from my face will face.
The last time the love for you will be warm.
I tried not to look long but the presence of you…

I walk along but continue to look back.
I hate it but I just look back, my one last look.

I remember the first day we talked
The way you made me laugh and giggle
The inside jokes and laughs we had
You made the world seem so invincible
The center of my focus,
Soon into my day and night

The way I felt around you was indescribable
The fears, deception, misconception, and worries
This world has taught me to see
Seems like a midst of air when I’m with you

Guess the angels above do not believe in love
They let you and I part
This state of lamentation that I am stuck in.

But as these last tears fall
May you drink from the river it has made for you
And this heart will always be warm
But this love for you will not always be here
You may not come and go but yet just go your way
I want to ask you to stay but yet tis the greed of me.
As my last hope is pulled away
I just watch your presence slowly fade into the setting of our love.

Hate into Love

I hated how you smoked
I hated how you never called
I hated how you never asked me how my day was
I hated how you just didn’t understand
I hated how you teased me all the time
I hated your corny jokes
I hated how everything was always about you

I miss when you used to blow your smoke into a heart for me
I miss when you would apologize for not calling
I miss when you told me about your day
I miss when you told me that I understood you so well
I miss when you would tease me cause no one would ever say that to me like you would.
I miss when you would tell me stupid things but I would still laugh and make you feel better cause you were my everything.
I miss when you would act cute just to get my attention.

I loved when you tried to stop smoking cause I hated it so much
I loved when you would call me at 2-3 am just remembering then that you had to call me. plus those messages you left saying sorry.
I loved when say that talking to me what the highlight of your day, as well as it was mine
I loved when you say “Huh?” “Say that again.” Cause you would try to understand
I loved when you would call me my little names, sort of teasing but yet it was cute.
I loved when you would try so hard to tell your corny jokes, and you loved it when I laughed cause it made you feel good.

I see people smoke and just watch them, but they can’t make a heart like you could
I see how couples call each other but wonder if they know what it’s like to get a call 2-3 in the morning cause their significant other forgot.
I see people asking “How was your day?”, and wonder how you’re day was.
I see people sitting and talking, so seriously like they understand one another, and I wonder who’s trying to understand you now that I’m gone.
I see people teasing one another and remember when you used to tease me.
I see people trying to tell jokes, and I wonder who’s laughing at yours.
I see people trying to get attention and I wonder who’s paying attention to you now.

Little things are what brings me to think about you all the time.
I hated things but yet after we moved on I started to miss them and grew into loving them.
Now I just compare everyone else to it.

I’d let you smoke
I’d like you to call me 2-3 in the morning
I’d like to hear about your day
I’d liked it how I was the only one who understood you
I’d let you tease me, it was cute.
I’d like to have a good laugh with your corny jokes
I’d let you get all the attention

Just come back now.

[Faithless]

I absolutely love "Hate into Love".

Don't understand how a person who hates the smoking would stick with the smoker, but that's another story.

Sounds almost like that song, "Wake up to Make Up".

[Irezumi Kiss]

sOrr1ez >>

I'm with Chotto. "Hate into Love" is really moving. I could make a story off of that alone.


Chotto >>

I think the song you're talking about is "Break Up to Make Up," by the Stylistics.

[Faithless]

Originally Posted by Irezumi Kiss

sOrr1ez >>

I'm with Chotto. "Hate into Love" is really moving. I could make a story off of that alone.


Chotto >>

I think the song you're talking about is "Break Up to Make Up," by the Stylistics.

You got it. My bad.

If you like trying express your vocal range in your singing, that's a great song to work with.

[sOrr1ez]

Thanks... ^^